November 30, 2019

catch a break

TomSmart says--erv erv, you write things that make no sense to me!  Now that is really interesting to me TomSmart.  It really is.  One of us maybe is off kilter a little maybe. And if you are certain you are not, then it must be me. But before you decide, ask your shrink about that! haha  And tooooo top it off, my mentor use to say to me—erv, everyone can be bought; it’s just a matter of price (i.e. maybe one of us has been bought). 

I say it a lot that we interpret facts and opinions differently based on many reasons (i.e. that is why we don’t understand each other).  Take a look at this pic.  We were at Historical Kinnick Stadium watching the Hawks beat Illinois last Saturday (i.e. a great unique time).  It looks like I think it’s the coldest out. Rookie thinks it’s the warmest, Chet so so (i.e. but maybe most stylish) and Tom isn’t sure.  Hey, it’s 45 degrees on the thermometer.  We all relate to the fact differently.  Good grief!  There was an interview over the new public address system.  I asked the ladies beside me if they understood anything that was said—they said they didn’t understand one word.  I didn’t neither. Good grief! I said to them—If you and I didn’t, I would guess the other 65,000 didn’t either.  Now that is a fact!  Right? Ok, sooooo on the way home going down the road, Chet had on the post-game call in show.  One person said that our IA quarterback had an outstanding game, another said he was just average, and another said he had a poor game.  They all watched the same game (i.e. fact) but all had a different opinion.  Good grief!

This might not make any sense tooooo you until one day, bingo, it does.  A friend recently told me—erv, you have changed since you had to deal with Arlene’s Alzheimer’s.  What!  I don’t think sooooo.  Don’t kid yourself, you have.  How have I changed.  You look at things differently; it’s noticeable.  I wonder if they think I’m a better person or a worse person.  I have no idea.  Maybe a month ago, I read John Grisham’s book The Guardian.  Mr. Grisham usually has some undertone of God in his books (i.e. very slight but always some it seems).  He doesn’t preach but…!  JoeBlow says—In our culture today, it seems, like all preaching and nothing practical/applicable is not accepted very well.  ANYWAY, this is the line he put in his book (i.e. it might be confusing to some of you, but you might be the recipient someday; you never know; Paul didn’t see it coming either). 

 Soooooo what is a break?  Inheriting 240 acres of prime Butler County corn ground worth $10,000 an acre? Surviving a disease or accident that most folks die from? Being of sound body and mind? Being content? Having a mind set and ability in which you make a lot of money? Having options? Having a great family situation? Meeting a great person? Me getting some good advice from Tom at the football game? You get the idea.  How do we know if we are getting a break or have gotten a break?  Maybe we have gotten a break and we can’t comprehend it. Do we ever think we get a break, but it isn’t really?  Do we make our breaks?  Do breaks just happen? Are our breaks miracles? Why do some folks seem to get good breaks and others seem like they don’t? I have a lot of questions and no answers.  I need to talk to a person who thinks they know everything!  haha

Recently I had some emotional days (i.e. some emotions were because of Arlene’s situation and some emotions were from some of your situations that you shared with me). There sure is a lot of hurt in life.  ANYWAY, I sat down in front of the fireplace and was doing some work when I fell asleep.  I slept really hard for maybe 45 minutes.  I felt, oh sooooo much better when I woke up.  It was like I caught a break. I really felt very good; in fact, I felt way good (i.e. I knew it wouldn’t last forever sooooo I enjoyed it)!  JoeInsite says—We must not allow the clock and the calendar to blind us to the fact that each moment of life is a miracle and mystery.
                                                                                                                                               

 CadillacJack says--Give folks a break! You need to give about 10 praises for every negative remark you give. Why? Because the negative is what folks remember. If you were to get 10 compliments and one criticism, which one would you go home and remember? If a business person gets 9 cards that say, “Thanks for doing such a good job for me; you really helped me out a lot” and one card that says, “You’re off the wall!” which one do you think the business person dwells on the most?  My Mom, Anna, would say to me—erv, if you can’t say something good, don’t say anything. I think she was saying—give someone a break! PositiveFred says--You’ve got tooooo overemphasize the positive, because you inevitably have to deal with the negative. MissPerfect (i.e. is medium—sooooo called ‘cause she is neither rare nor well done) says--I’m really not very good doing that; I like to say negative things toooo folks soooo I can make myself look better! SusieQ says—All this might be right for most folks except my sister-in-law who has an ego the size of a hot air balloon; she doesn’t need any more positive stuff (i.e. her head can’t get any bigger or she won’t get her head through the door for the family Christmas gathering). She can really strut her stuff alright!  A friend and I went to a UNI basketball game the other night.  You don’t need to have a big head; you can just borrow one!

Some of you maybe might think you just caught a break after thinking about trying the following stuff maybe and others of you might think this idea is a bunch of hooey.  ANYWAY, OneSmartPerson says—"When you wake up, instead of checking emails on your phone, or counting your retweets, pick up a pen and scratch a few sentences into a notebook.”  Hey, listen folks, it’s way different to write something down than just thinking it.  It’s really special.  My opinion.  Now that I’m home alone I pray out loud. It’s a real different sensation that is amazing; special (i.e. it’s real different saying it out loud than thinking it silently).  I suggest you try it.  Like I said, some of you will think this is just a bunch of rubbish and others will think you just caught a break!  Such is life.

It’s that time of the year which there are family gatherings, social events, parties etc.  A fun time for such things.  For some of you, it’s a fun time and others of you, it’s a time of misery; you hate these parties.  It can be a lot of good food and conversation.  Sooooo how do we know if we are a weird person that folks would rather not invite.  Like we are over opinionated, always think we are right, toooo chatty, have philosophical arguments about nothing, dominate the conversations, irritating, rude, drink toooo much, eat tooooo much, are just plain obnoxious?  GeorgeTheCrook says--Surely not me!  My wife, maybe, but not me!  C’mon, most families and offices have such a person.  BUT how do we decide if we are that person? Are we the person when we don’t show up, folks think they caught a break!  A friend and I were talking about two university basketball coaches.  He said a person who knows both coaches told him—One coach the more folks are around him the more folks don’t want to be around him and the other coach, the more folks are around him the more they want to be around him. Huh, interesting.

A senior friend called me and asked if I would visit with her—of course—soooo we visited for an hour.  She wanted me to make a decision for her—I didn’t.  I listened to her (i.e. she has told me this before sooooo I was familiar with what was going on).  I told her—There is a good chance that something will happen before you have to make your decision (i.e. the deadline) which will make your decision for you; you won’t have a decision to make.  If not, you probably already have your decision made but you want assurance that it is the correct one.  In your case, there is no correct or wrong decision.  What every decision you make will be the right decision for you.  And even at that, if you want to redo your decision later, you have that decision (i.e. nothing hurt).  You will be fine!  It is very questionable if she caught a break from me!!!! haha

I have been in several support groups of Alzheimer’s caregivers both at home and in AZ.  I have heard this question many times—Is it ok for me to pray that my loved one would die? It’s what they want.  The disease is just going to get worse and more misery for everyone.  If we are Christians, we believe that heaven is really going to be great.  Sooooo why not God, just let them die.  It would be a break for everyone.  I was communicating with a friend whose husband is pretty bad.  We both think that death would be a blessing for everyone.  She did say to me—erv, a couple of his siblings talked to me and they are supportive and concerned about me; it was nice to hear that. You other caregivers know that was a break for her (i.e. she really appreciated and needed that). 

The other night our neighbor came over with their new little girl and a loaf of banana bread.  We talked for quite some time.  I enjoy visiting with her.  She is very refreshing.  After she left, I thought, I just caught a break.  She was uplifting to me.  She was like a cheerleader; she sorta kinda cheered me on even though she didn’t maybe know it or maybe she did; I don’t know.  That is what cheerleaders do.  Saturday question—Are you and I cheerleaders? She told me that their little boy spent some time with his boy cousins this last summer.  He got banged around pretty good which made him a lot tougher.  Have you ever got banged around and got a lot tougher? Maybe caught a break!

Magic (i.e. that is what I call her as she is sooooo good with the memory unit residents) was leaving and soooo was I. Magic sings and plays her guitar I think once a week.  She said she had to stop and see Arlene for a second.  I had to talk to the resident assistant.  We then met again when both were leaving. She told me that she got a huge smile from Arlene.  Then she sang Edelweiss as she knows Arlene likes the Sound of Music. Then she said--Alzheimer’s sucks!  Then she said--This might sound corny but when I can make the life of dementia residents a little better, I feel the closest to God.  Magic, you are blessed to be a blessing! 

Have FUN day my friends unless you have other plans. (-:

erv

MyFriendJean says—Ability is important, but dependability is critical.

P.S. About once a year, goggle redoes their security of bulk emailing.  It is to protect the public, but it causes problems for my mailings of “It’s Saturday.”  Generally, they work out the bugs or I learn how to adjust over some time.  ANYWAY, please check your spam and also you may bookmark the link and check for new “It’s Saturday” each Saturday morning.  I will try to get it working smooth again.  Sorry! We got to take the bad with the good.  Such is life.

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